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Title:Three is a Magic Number
Author: [livejournal.com profile] slashxmistress
Rating:NC17 overall
Pairing:Brendon/Ryan/Jon
POV: third
Summary: Angst ensues
Disclaimer: Totally not true. The boys are not mine, but I like to play with them.
Author Notes: This story is pretty much finished. I'll post a new chapter every few days maybe sooner if you comment. Beta'd by the lovely and awesome [livejournal.com profile] imafyrebyrd


One, Two, Three, Four




Jon spent the night at Tom's. He really didn't know how he was going to face Ryan. He knew he had gone too far. He just hoped he hadn't blown the whole friendship. He usually had way more control than that but Ryan had just looked so beautiful, so tempting.

And he had kissed back! For a moment it had been pure bliss, and Jon had been sure they were on the same page. Maybe Keltie showing up was a coincidence after all. But then Ryan had pushed away and he had looked so stricken, so disgusted. By the time Jon had recovered his wits enough to follow him, he'd already fled the club.

When he went home the next morning he found Brendon waiting for him.

"Where the hell have you been?" Brendon's voice was laced with frustration.

"I spent the night at Tom's - just couldn't face Ryan." Jon couldn't even look Brendon in the eye at the moment.

"What the fuck happened Jon?"

"He didn't tell you?" No wonder I'm still standing.

"No, he was too out of it."

"What do you mean 'out of it' ?" Jon was puzzled.

"He got completely wasted. I found him redecorating the bathroom." Brendon grimaced at the memory.

"Oh god."

"Tell me."

"I kissed him."

"And..." Brendon's eyes were wide.

"And that's it. I kissed him. He kissed me back. Then he ran away."

"Why didn't you go after him?" Brendon  snapped "He was drinking and you left him alone?"

"He had Keltie."

"Keltie was there?"

"Yeah, Ryan brought her."

"He brought Keltie. On your date."

"Yeah"

"Subtle" Brendon snorted.

"Don't gloat Brendon."

"But you still kissed him."

"Yes, it was stupid. I know, but he was just so.." Jon's voice trailed off.

"Yeah." I get it. "You said he kissed you back."

"He did. Oh god he did." Jon's eyes glazed over at the thought of Ryan's lips on his.

"Well, so maybe he just freaked a little. You should talk to him."

"Where is he anyway?"

"He's still in bed. I made him a hangover breakfast." Brendon nodded to a tray with toast, black coffee, and a bottle of aspirin. "You should take it in. Talk to him."

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Ryan groaned when his bedroom door creaked open. He'd already buried his head in the pillows when the sun creeped in. "Brendon, go away. Sleeping now."

"Brendon thought you could use a little, er, breakfast."

Oh fuck. Ryan peered out at Jon. "Hey."

"Hey. Rough night?"

"You could say that." Ryan sat up and groaned as the vice around his head tightened.

"God Ry, I'm so sorry." he wanted to go to Ryan offer him some comfort, but he figured he'd done enough damage already.

"Jon, I..

"I shouldn't have kissed you like that, I know. I usually have more control than that. I'm so so sorry."

"It's okay, you just took me by surprise that's all." Ryan pulled his knees up to his chest. He still didn't want to look Jon in the eye. Didn't want to see what kind of pain he had caused.

"I just...I really like you Ry. I wish you could just give me a chance." Jon hadn't planned to say that, hadn't planned to do anything really but apologize, but Ryan was right there and he seemed so fragile and vulnerable and Jon just wanted to wrap him in his arms and shield him from everything bad in the world. "I could be so good to you."

"No Jon. I can't. You're not...I just can't." Ryan still refused to look up, afraid that Jon would see the tears threatening to pour down his cheeks.

"I...okay." Jon set the tray down and slipped out the door before Ryan could see the tears already slipping down his.

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